I'll worry that you don't have enough mask.

I'll worry that you don't have enough mask.

I'm always afraid of what you said, not the answer I thought.

one.


in the afternoon of the tenth day of the year, my aunt called and asked if we had any extra masks.

 because their new masks haven't arrived yet, they want to borrow some of them from us first.

I looked at the stock at home, and I was going to send five or six of them if there was enough.

 and I was about to hang up the phone when my little cousin's voice suddenly appeared.


first, he called me "sister" cleverly.  
 then asked shyly, "can I have an extra mask for my best friend?"  
 although as soon as he finished, he was scolded by his aunt who told him not to cause any trouble.  

but on the other end of the phone, I was amused and moved by him.

I think he must care about his friend so much that he will remember to get one for him, too.

 so I immediately promised my little cousin, "OK, I'll send one more."

after hanging up the phone, the living room became quiet again.  

I looked at my phone for a moment, and suddenly I wanted to ask some people on my friend list:


how are the masks still available?


two.


 to this day, no one knows how long the epidemic will last.  

and I didn't expect that one day, the "mask" will become the carrier for us to care about others.

but I do think that after reading so much bad news on Weibo, it's always warm in my heart to be asked, "are there enough masks?"

 that at least means that bad things don't make us lose our ability and thoughts to care about others.  

the reason why I have this feeling is that I find that caring is a rare thing.

it's not that the ability to care about others is rare, but that there are fewer and fewer opportunities to care about others.

  the second semester of junior year is like a node, and after that, when everyone starts to think about their own, "confusion" becomes particularly difficult to say, as if it should not have happened.


 

to keep up with my peers, even though I didn't know I was going to take the postgraduate entrance exam, compile the exam, or take the public entrance exam, I quietly carried it through.

 it was at that time that I silently told myself that I would learn to solve all problems on my own.  
 now, although this is a necessary maturity, it inevitably deprives others of the opportunity to care.

and I less and less take the initiative to greet others.

A friend who used to have a chat with nothing seems to think of each other only when something has happened.


are still important people to each other, but they are not so needed.



three.

 

but I think the relationship of "only what happens to think of each other" is not necessarily bad.

because I have a very important friend, that's what it is for me.  
 after graduating from high school, we went to different universities and didn't have much contact with each other. We only met him twice in memory.  
 once he twisted his foot and walked with a limp, so he asked me to send him some boxes of iron ointment;  
 

once I was so lovelorn that I lost my appetite, and he specially came to comfort me by car.

Yes, we are people who only show up in each other's "extraordinary times".

I don't know what he thinks of the relationship, but apart from being grateful, I can't help thinking greedily about why we can't go further and why we can't stay with each other day and night.

until I graduated and entered the society, I saw that many close and tacit relationships were gradually estranged, and I was slowly relieved.

We need very few people in this world.

most of the "encounters" will eventually become "important, but less needed" people.

and that friend just let me see this relationship pattern in advance and told me with his efforts that even so, don't be too disappointed.


because he still shows up when I have something to do.

is still the time when I ask him whether the mask is enough or not, he will in turn want to send me antibacterial spray.


Last.


I know that in our twenties, we are used to taking care of ourselves.

it's hard to care about others as fearlessly as the little cousin at the beginning.

 but the good news is that I believe that even if the two lines that intersect will go farther and farther, they are still in the same range.


this range is that I will always want to know how you are doing.

and I'm always afraid of what you say, not the answer I thought.


Dress in stylish cheap prom dresses and bring out your body figure. We are here to help you look glamorous.