Re-enter my city
Meet the old me.
1.
some time ago, I went out to dinner with my boyfriend and his parents.
my boyfriend is from Beijing, and the whole family is from Beijing.
my uncle was driving all the way, and my boyfriend and aunt recalled that they drove a small Xiali at home a long time ago. At that time, the license plate in Beijing did not need to be registered. When they bought the car, they gave it to them. The boyfriend said that his account has been on for three years now, but it hasn't been rolled up yet. Just like on a sunny day, my boyfriend lived in the courtyard when he was young. He and his buddies picked Chinese toons with long hooks and went to Shuangxiu Park to fish for tadpoles. The streets were full of people riding 28 bicycles. There were no traffic jams and the sky was blue.
my school is on the East Fifth Ring Road in Beijing. When my boyfriend comes to see me, he always passes through Chaoyang Dayue City.
he told me that my mother's relatives live in Shuangqiao and are covered with vegetable fields all the way east. now that they are all built like this, they may be the locals who don't know where Beijing is. When he drove around Xizhimen three times before getting off the bridge, he said that he could not walk again after school when he was a child, and people could not re-enter a city for a second time.
2.
lost her way at a viaduct, she found the police and said, how come the carved building is gone? she stood on the viaduct and looked down, but a car scared her.
it's like going back to my hometown after four years of college and finding that every year has changed unbelievably for more than four years.
the street where I went to primary school is very close to my home. I walk to school and take a total number of steps.
it takes about eight minutes, stride and 1890 steps.
at the beginning of this year, I tried to follow the old road to school.
when I reached the 1890th step, I looked up and saw my alma mater, as if I didn't know what the newly built school looked like.
I don't know if you have such a shot.
in dreams, I often go back to the old place where I used to stay, but I am in a different place.
this primary school is like this to me. I always dream of the corner of the stairs. When it rained, the PE class moved indoors, and I squatted on the steps. I forgot to bring my umbrella that day. The teacher said, Zhao Yue, your grandfather brought you an umbrella.
go in again, the building is still the same building, but all renovated, even the ground has become different, Grandpa has been dead for many years.
hallways, corners, ceilings, gardens, playgrounds, the sound of recitation, everything is new, but with old memories, like the shell of a new building on an old memory jacket, however, we can't enter the same place for the second time, even though it still takes 1890 steps.
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Chen Kaige is in his twilight years. In a film deep in a hundred flowers, Feng Yuanzheng is carrying his air vase and incense wood cabinet in a demolished hutong group. Although the road has been torn down, people naturally have a way in their hearts. For a city, we are always full of memories of what is here, what is there, there is a lion, there is a panda sculpture around the island over there, and there is an old shopping mall at the crossroads. Grandma always takes us to buy pure cotton clothes and some really good pants.
in one of his hundred poems, Feng Tang has a sentence that makes me particularly impressed.
he wrote that the impossible things can happen: the courtyard with trees in Houhai, the jade with work in the Xia Dynasty, the cloud at this moment, you in your twenties.
I suddenly feel the rain now, dripping on my hair when I went to school ten years ago.
take it to heart, wet years.
accidentally, I saw this short film by Feng Tang. He said that when he was a child, after school, he ran up to the third floor. His father heard his key ring and the meal began to cook. Now he ran again, feeling something new in the old city.
he wrote a few days ago, and he moved the studio back to weeping willow.
re-enter his city, from weeping willow riding to Shuangjing, and then from Shuangjing to Baijiazhuang, there is an inexplicable feeling every day.
We should all have this feeling that our city changes every day, from the placement of fruit on stalls to the replacement of one building for another, everything is different, the eyes of strangers, the direction of clouds fluttering in the wind, flowers bloom, not the same one. Just like watching ants with a magnifying glass when we were young, we can pay attention to the subtle changes in the city every day, which is called exploration, we are all earth scientists, open the door and re-enter our own city.